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My shadow's • Shedding skin and • I've been picking • Scabs again. • I'm down • Digging through • My old muscles • Looking for a clue. I've been crawling on my belly • Clearing out what could've been. • I've been wallowing in my own confused • And insecure delusions • For a piece to cross me over • Or a word to guide me in. • I wanna feel the changes coming down. • I wanna know what I've been hiding in My shadow. • Change is coming through my shadow. • My shadow's shedding skin • I've been picking • My scabs again. I've been crawling on my belly • Clearing out what could've been. • I've been wallowing in my own chaotic • And insecure delusions. I wanna feel the change consume me, • Feel the outside turning in. • I wanna feel the metamorphosis and • Cleansing I've endured within My shadow • Change is coming. • Now is my time. • Listen to my muscle memory. • Contemplate what I've been clinging to. • Forty-six and two ahead of me. I choose to live and to • Grow, take and give and to • Move, learn and love and to • Cry, kill and die and to • Be paranoid and to • Lie, hate and fear and to • Do what it takes to move through. • I choose to live and to • Lie, kill and give and to • Die, learn and love and to • Do what it takes to step through. See my shadow changing, • Stretching up and over me. • Soften this old armor. • Hoping I can clear the way • By stepping through my shadow, • Coming out the other side. • Step into the shadow. • Forty six and two are just ahead of me. |