( s h e e p i s h g r i n )
Damn it... what is it with me and overly cute girls, btw. i chose the
photo from the site link below, and i chose the only one i could find where
she wasn't smiling because imo her smile looks too forced... you know you can never
trust these actor type people.. (cheekygrin) .. but then again if you have to smile the
whole time for bits of machinery -- i don't blame her.
[ con-fidence ]
"I can cry on cue to get out of a traffic ticket.
That's happened at least three times."
[ a fan site with red.icu.lou.sly high quality photos ]
"smile like you mean it..." --- the killers
I've also got to get ******** out of my head (not alison lohman! someone else...), she is taking up far too much of
my brain at the moment, and it's a completely pointless waste of time as she is
currently with someone and in no way interested. I have to stop dreaming so much
otherwise I will just end up in purgatory… no one likes a dreamer and it seems
that is exactly what I have become, somehow. So I will have to get over my
stupid anxiety troubles to allow me to go and do things rather than just think
about doing them.